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Guam Livin until 07.2013 I return to San Diego
I’m starting to get back into believing in God again.
Idk if that’s really weird, but yeah.
I haven’t been to church in a really, really long time.
But I’ve been thinking a lot about all of this and it’s really comforting having something strong to believe in, even if I sort of fell out of the…
I really am glad to hear that you’re starting to believe once again in something. Having faith does help you to cope with things that normally, knowing ourselves, would be difficult to handle on our own. I’ve been told to give up our worries, stress, burdens, and troubles onto the lord. Before I always felt like that was stupid and like it wasn’t his problem, they were mine, but he’s here to help us and take the burdens and the worries and stress out of our lives so that we can see better and clearer the bigger picture that is at hand: life is too short to worry and miss, but never too short to live and embrace. I am really sorry to hear you’re going through a lot, although I’m not sure what exactly it is you are going through because we don’t talk anymore, but I do honestly with all my heart wish you the best of luck. If you need anything, just let me know. Keep your head up and think positive, don’t be so pessimistic.
i think i saw you, but i was too afraid to say anything because you look more radiant in person. I hate that I think a big part of me will always be in love with you…and I just missed my chance to hug you.
life is great today.
this trip blows.
my connection was lost. sorry.
But i hope all is well with you.
I shall hopefully talk to you another time mister.
Have a good morning, get some sleep soon dorko.
besides my family of course,
devin sebastian colligan
and
blaize aaron scott.
and i’m honestly okay with that.
:]
goodnight restless kids.
is a good good guy people. I know I know, I’m contradicting myself from just like a month ago, but whatever. It’s the truth. Don’t like that he doesn’t choose you over his girlfriend, well tough cookies. Get over it. He’s a good guy with a good heart and yes he sometimes can be self destructive with that brain, but hey, he means well in everything he does.
I support you mister. Don’t ever forget that. :]
The only thing I really noticed about what you wrote is that you said the ‘N’ word.
And I am only half kidding.
hahaha the n word.
i’m sorry i took the blackness to the wrong level.
let me level down.
n word sayy what?
Ha. Okay. I am finally done. I will be an asshole right now. Or, apparently I already am. Okay then. I’m done trying to be nice to you. I was trying to be your friend and you know, I actually cared about your well-being. But obviously that is not good enough for you. I finally just don’t give a…
nigggggggggggga sayyyyyyyyy what?
honestly, i thought i hated you before…yeah i’m kinda like……uhhh sorry i said that i hated you…you’re not the one to hate the situation is what to hate.. but i hope you know that there’s a reason we’re exgirlfriends and i hope you and your girl are doing good.
I posted an audio post of this song days ago.
I really love it.
Not like, love.
It gets to me.
And I have nothing but appreciation for songs that make me feel something.
that song just came on when i saw this.
random. :]
I am deeply in love with my boyfriend Blaize who happens to live in England. It doesn’t matter your age, sex or location. Love has no limits. I am in love with the words he says to me, and the great thing about it is, we are able to share who we really are to each other. I don’t care if you think…
you make it really hard to hate you for dating my ex-boyfriend…damn you and your tumblr and all the lovely things you post. kanf;alkndf
It i so awesome to know the real fucking truth.
You know..if the table was turned…you’d be first person I told.
Obviously. We’re nothing. we’re not even going to be friends.
I hate you.
“i will always love you”
you’re the biggest liar I’ve ever met.
You didn’t mean any of the shit you told me, they were just words you spat out to free yourself from guilty if I killed myself.
I hope you feel so much fucking guilt now asshole.
fuck you blaize aaron scott.
so the kids are playing dj with my ipod.
and they just had to play “our” song.
thanks for the reminder kids.
i’m off to bed.
this day has been nothing to talk about, yet everything to be annoyed by.
I don’t wanna be that girl.
but turns out, I’ve been her all my life.
I just wanted to throw that out there :]
wow.
